Logic and reason have there place, only not in the seeking of Truth. As a matter of fact, if the path you are walking towards Truth lacks logic and reason, that’s a good sign you’re on the right track. Truth is found on the other side of intuition, it’s counterintuitive. You’ve already tried following your intuition, and that didn’t work. So let’s try the only thing left to be tried, the illogical and irrational. Run towards pain, encourage self denial, welcome fear like an old friend. You’ll see for yourself that they aren’t even half as bad as you imagined. And once you are standing, still whole, on the other side of pain, the other side of self-denial, and the other side of fear, you’ll have new sight, and Truth is now yours to explore.
What was my hell has become my playground.